In November 2015, after half a year of trying to figure out the cause of pain, I was finally diagnosed with stage 4 cholangiocarcinoma. It was both a shock and a relief, because at least there was some clarity about what was going on.
Given the neoplasm of hemangioma type I had then according to the description of computer tomography, I was very lucky to be consulted at the Federal State Budgetary Institution «National Medical Research Center of Surgery named after A.V. Vishnevsky» of the Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation. There they announced the verdict to me and immediately sent me to a hospital ward.
To prevent the risk of bleeding, doctors embolized the artery that fed the tumor. This was the preparatory stage for the main surgery: the artery which was feeding the tumor was blocked to prevent bleeding on the days before and during the main surgery. The tumor was large, 12cm x 7cm x 13cm.
During the six months preceding the hospital, I had been «treated», so to speak, by means of acupuncture, currents, magnets, manual therapy, active fitness, etc. All of these just added fuel to the flames and practically provoked an explosion. Various «diagnoses» were made including inflammation of the intercostal cartilage, osteochondrosis, atrophy of the abdominal muscles and so on. When I asked doctors in medical institutions about the causes of my pain and muscle spasms all over my body, they seriously suspected me of doing too little sports after I had given birth to my child and, in general, I was told that «I needed to treat my head, because it was ok that something would hurt at my age, I was way too focused on myself».
Looking back at the surgery in the Federal State Budgetary Institution «National Medical Research Center of Surgery named after A.V. Vishnevsky» of the Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation, I can say that during the surgery, distant metastases were searched for within the chest and the abdominal cavity, everyone was worried about the main neoplasm, later it became clear that a metastasis in the lower leg had probably been there before the surgery. In cases of such a serious lesion, systemic chemotherapy is usually given first, and only after that surgery is performed. First, the malignant process is localized and suppressed and the tumor is compressed as much as possible. Now I understand that, apparently, the doctors did not deem it possible for me to live through at least one course of chemotherapy at that time, so they decided to perform a surgery as soon as possible. I was lucky that the tumor had grown from the left liver lobe in the direction of the heart, which allowed the surgeons to operate and give me time and a chance for further struggle.
On December 7, 2015, Dr Aleksey V. Chzhao and his team performed a surgery. It lasted about 12 hours and was extremely difficult. The situation that the surgeons revealed turned out to be much more serious than it had seemed before on the CT and MRI images.
The tumor in the left liver lobe further had grown into the diaphragm and the pericardium (heart). They had to operate on the open heart. In fact, back then, in November and December 2015, I got very lucky twice: at first, they agreed to do a surgery, and then they didn’t give up on me during the surgery. The surgeons hesitated for a long time after opening the abdominal cavity, gathered all the professors of the division to consult with, but in the end, they began to try to cut out the tumor. They did it.
Given the ingrowth of the tumor, there was no clean tissue left as «reserve», so my borders were identified as R1 (an abbreviation from the postoperative immunohistochemical study). This means that malignant cells were detected at the resection margins under a microscope. Malignant cells remained in my body and another crisis broke out right after the operation in January 2016.
In my case, it was not even a recurrence, but continued growth of malignancy throughout the whole body: in the liver, around the heart, abdominal cavity, the lungs, the arms, the legs... everywhere. At some point, the tumors were no longer counted, but were simply described as conglomerates of lesions of different sizes... in different parts of the body.
According to the immunohistochemical study, I had poorly differentiated cholangiocarcinoma, which means it was very aggressive, as its cells quickly divide and spread to other tissues (in this sense, well or moderately differentiated carcinoma is better, it is considered less aggressive).